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2009-07-05T01:12:00.007+08:00

HEY GUESS WHAT?
UNEDITED UNCUT(ok la actually got cut) CHATS WITH MY IDOL --> DEVILZZZZ
lol actually not idol. my sai-dol
LOLLLL

SO NOOB DUNNO HOW TO REVIVE PET LOL

OK LATER I GO MAKE TAGBOARD LOL

btw, yeojinghua&yeojuehua is yjh LOL
cjh is chua jian hui aka lordwonder.
yjh club rocks :D

and since u asked for an ss of your char, here you go LOL

thanks didi for everything.
even up till now, u know im not as influential in game, even now when i am down and out, you are still willing to lend me your acc. even when you have not enough meso to lend me, you told me to sell off all your illbi and hwabi which i wont do it. i will wait for the day u relogin with your stuffs all intact . thanks for being such a great didi . loves

and from now on i will spam your phone every night
free sms ROCKS. ) nights didi x3

juehua: spam spam spam spam
juehua: spam you again
juehua : spam spam spam
me : free sms wooo x4
juehua : ok la nights *spam*
me: LOL MY DIDI IS LIKE AN AUNTIE everything free also take and use and spam and ... LOL
juehua: HI THE POT CALLING THE KETTLE BLACK? UNCLE !
me: no you are more black than a bangala. *colourblind* LOL

joker...........

2009-07-03T23:35:00.002+08:00

ok let me briefly summarise what happen these few days
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAOSAO :)
though we aint talking much, though we aint as close as last time, but i hope we wun lose contact okay. happy birthday :)

while on the way to sch for pharmoco paper bumped into kingchi on the mrt station . walked to find ameer joshua jorghi at fc2 study area. chatted a bit before ameer and joshua went to smoke while we continued stoning there. after that headed towards the venue.
i really hate myself. i know the answer. guess i was over confident. i didnt read the question properly and answered wrongly.

went home disappointed. went into maple. wanted to bomb all my mesos.
end up scroll out 3 30% ywg and one 2 30%.
john ask me to just throw just throw
end up bomb the 2 30% one, bomb another 10 scrolls, finally 4 30%
then dont care alr spend 60m go buy 60%glove int
so tma 27 nw -.-

thought will rest first, thurs then study. end up tues wed thurs i was mapling away
kc smsed me to ask the test pages. end up i say i want study to peggy on thursday 1pm, cannot discuss something with her. 7pm i still havent study. she 9+offline I ALSO HAVENT STUDY.
i was like siao liao
z

went to flip a bit before using family 2x to train my noob -.-
ok fine im lame
zz

nothing to do today. bored
stoning away. workinggggggggg tmr
i guess working lesser and lesser.
need to train plus tired of that place
zz

2009-07-02T16:10:00.004+08:00

click on the pic for a larger view
thx joh. you did a very good job (:
s>tma27 wg, 5int eigen
s>mesos. no use for them now

thx william but i dont think i want to step into asiasoft counter

2009-06-30T10:48:00.003+08:00

i think esther is gone case lor -.-
three weeks of holidays all busy working. didnt even destress.
now mst week is here. one hour more need to go out already,
still mapling blogging bloghopping blogshopping msn
yesterday my supervisor call me go work i ask him go die.
end up the whole day i was outside doing nothing except waiting for someone to finish work and have dinner at compass point , which took me like 1hr++ to reach home .
while waiting took out my notes to study. but nb seems like nothing can go inside my mind. how i wish i can tio h1n1 now ( btw my church got 2 person tio already) LOL. tio alr maybe sch close friday contact lens paper wont die so much. pharmocology is shit.

so many problems going through my mind. so many what ifs. read liying's blog just now and really, i know i cant judge affairs of the heart, i cant say whose right and whose wrong. but i know that it is a give and take thing so yea. cheer up girl :) x3

well i guess, i shall head for lunch and just let nature takes its course. nothing can go into my brain now anyway. blame it on aiai's theory--> hug buddah leg at last min no use -.-

2009-06-29T00:34:00.003+08:00

ok as promised , shall blog
recently my com got bug -.- use a while dc use a while dc.
just now login maple track ying say HI den dc LOL

but anyway, when i flipped my storage, i found a 5int 3 dex eigen LOL
whats more?
scrolls ! earring int, overall int, a lot of funny funny things LOL
this is why doing clearance is important . dont let item rot in my acc LOL
i think i wanna open shop be trader already. x:

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mst week is here. lucky i only have two papers, one on tues and friday. not working for the whole week this week . woots :D

anw bestie take care ok! i know its mst week. i know i havent studied too. lets jy together (:

better post before my com die on me -.-
s> 5int 3 dex eigen clean for sgd :)

2009-06-12T08:08:00.003+08:00

short post before i head to work :D
finally from today to saturday my hours are all on ot rate :D YAY!
that means in the last four days i finished 44 hrs XD

anw i dont think i will be heading to batam anymore for church camp. no not this year ):
but i seriously need my holidays . mst week is so so so near, i havent prepared anything. i havent started on anything . i havent even cleared my mind for anything . grrrrrrrr

and i realised i havent uploaded the pictures and blog about the day they went back to phillippines -.- we both teared the day jose called me . this is because i read bff's blog already. finally understand how they survived with just $400 a month. while we are eating a complete meal, they are just having white rice . i dont know. but i'll try my best to help the remaining trainees in any way that i can.

off to work
tata :D

2009-06-06T10:45:00.002+08:00

i really dont feel like going to work -.-

everything happening at work just made me feel depressed.
a few days ago, the security started to surprise thorough check all our bags and so i kenna because of this law that everything sold in cold storage jelita must have this yellow 'check seal' even if you brought it from outside.
Having rushed to work from school, i didnt really bother abt the 'law' anyway since everytime they just scan through our bags briefly and go.
On the same day i was caught, another auntie from the seafood counter was also caught. But i was safe as i had the receipt for my item which i brought the other day . The security checked the receipt, date and time to verify i had brought it before the incident happened.
For the auntie, it was a different story. She did not have a valid receipt for the fish that was caught inside her bag. Thus, on the next day after showing the security my receipt, i asked what happened to the auntie. Everyone was solemn and they did not dare to say anything until the florist cannot stand it she told me very softly that she was arrested by the police. seriously, i was just stone throws away from getting arrested too but that receipt saved me.

& i was just thinking. why some people can commit cyber crimes, snatch and run aka pickpocket and get nothing. fyi. the auntie has been working in jelita for 11years now.

talking to DinDin over these two days, i realised how just simple greed can get so serious. For example, everyone knows that for fruits like mango, oranges, there are different types and prices in the supermarket. Din told me that one time, another staff brought a large orange ($1.20) but another cashier keyed it as ($0.45) and was jailed and barred from entering singapore -_-"

now we have this amex promo and i forgot i heard from who, that if payment was not made with an amex card, the promo will not go through and so to prevent more item voids or talking to customers, dunno from where i had this idea to just press amex promo for all the transactions -_-
and so i did. However when the payment went through with nets, i realised that discount was given for amex. i told my supervisor im willing to pay for my mistake, anw 10% for 2 wine promo is just less than $10. but he said it is a mistake, not delibrate and i dont even know the customer so its okay -_-
hope nothing will happen to me if they check :/ really cant sleep well last night

anw sad things aside, guess what?
full timers work 44 hours, the longest as a part timer i work 51 hours/week. next week? my schedule is 60 hours. and omg la . if i didnt tell him i want sunday off, i bet sunday he will throw me another 10 hours -_- everyday 10 hours, i will die one leh zzzzz

work aside,
yesterday i completed my portfolio and submitted it. when i reached my workplace, i realised that i didnt stick two important pictures and just submit ! die liao this time my portfolio. part b must do better.

and my rolling love is still on ep6
gonna watch now :D

2009-06-05T14:42:00.002+08:00

GOD SAVE ME
i have like a 101 things to blog about but i have no time no time no time.
waiting for the dumb printer to warm up and print finish my gems stuffs that i finally completed ( though its late ) so i can hand up and head to work

finally the holidays are here ! time to go out anyone ? HEE :D

and damn
you guys are making me feel like having a camera is damn important ZZZ

just got my credit card
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
shall blog more later XD

2009-05-26T00:24:00.002+08:00

i hate it whenever i work like one mad cow i feel so tired but i cant sleep when i get home )_(@#_)@(#_(@#@(#)@_(#
anyway theres a 4 hour break tomorrow. i cant decide to make cookies for bff,babyjose&crisma lovie as the three of them are going back to phillippines alr ): or to go out and get another bar of royce chocolate i got -_- HOW HOW HOW

but anyway, i cant sleep until i upload pics. i guess. so yea, 2 nicer pics.
i stole my sister's camera for one day AND THEN I REALISE A LOT OF THINGS ZZZ
SHE ACTUALLY TOOK A LOT OF UNGLAM PHOTOS OF ME EG when im using com, reading, EVEN SLEEPING
zzzzzzz
lucky i deleted it alr =X

so yea here are the pics for today, more pics tomorrow.

bff and me :)

me baby and suriati

if you guys are observant enough, notice im wearing suriati's name tag and shes wearing mine LOL. having loads of fun at work then let supervisor scold us and create more headaches for them HAHAHAHAHA. i really dont feel that im working whenever she is around LOL . dog dog dog stop barking =X
and candy ( she really lives up to her name ) made apple muffins today ! omggggggg. so should i bake or should i just go out ? ):

and meileng owes me a date to jb together LOL . but her off day is always my working day and vice versa sob my seafood -.-

[edit]
decided :D going out during the 4 hour break to take a look at how ppl dress for gems homework -_- ZZZZZZZ & shall make this after school :)

full recipe at http://allrecipes.com/Recipe/Strawberry-Creme-Bars-with-StrawberryMallows-Flowers/Detail.aspx

SO PRETTY :D [/edit]

2009-05-21T22:47:00.004+08:00

as promised to bestie , i will unprivate my blog when i start to blog again so here i am :D

bestie so here's what happened to your bag LOL
from top: hello kitty hook with your hello kitty bag and a macdonald hello kitty inside the bag LOL sorry no time to shop for hello kitty toy so put the mac one inside first LOL.
and if you notice, yes i have two hooks. hahahahaa

these few days lectures still the same i guess. still hanging out with the 05 ppl in class. and i guess i had my fair share of laughter and accompany with them :O
starting to know what contact lens intro is teaching -.- with ms suma bombing speed im lucky to have caught the gist and yea, i just need to be not so lazy to look at my notes after lessons. ( thanks purrvy for your help XD- dont forget OITP together okay ! )

guess i can stop working now for the moment ( but i just gave schedule for the next 3 weeks dang ! )

ugh. last but not least,
HAPPY BELATED 21 BIRTHDAY TO UNCLE JEREMYKNG AKA COPULATION ♥
since the time i met you in maple, you were still in jc. now you completed your ns and ord already. so fast ! anyway good luck for uni and your future :)

2009-05-01T02:15:00.002+08:00

sighs
i think im too gei kiang. even the florist also know how to say me -_-"
nvm next week onwards i shall work lesser.
around 7pm today i felt like fainting alr but nv the less still hang on.

this week is bugged
starting from sunday i took over hafiez for his lunch . then when spot checking his counter he lost 50 bucks. got so guilty because , yea, i was tired. i wonder if it was really me who made the money lost. plus they said must share half, which is 25 bucks zxzx in the end, hafiez excess of 2 bucks -_- scammer ! <--

tuesday met bestie for lunch. waited for him for 2 hours for his lesson to end. stupid pestie run out of lecture rofl. LOL. went fc6 to eat again :D hee . my treat because i just got my pay :D / thanks bestie for that hellokitty bag you bought while u had ur attachment in china. dont worry i have brought a matching hook , just wanna get something else to match with it before i take a pic and show you =x

wednesday i lost 10 bucks from my counter.
in the morning while they were doing changes, i alr realised something was fishy. so during lunch time i told meileng that i suspect sth. in the end during closing really lost exactly one note. lol. and im not the only one . everytime meileng do morning shift sure lost money one . lucky for me, i seldom do morning shift and since im part time, next time i shall give my schedule more wisely. and during my lunch, someone else took over me and she agreed to 1/2 1/2 with me. so in the end we only paid like 3bucks each cause one day can lost up to 5 bucks, so we edited our report.
fk.

nnb LOL the person i brought my online shopping stuff say not collected within 30 days will be donated to charity and i still havent met her to collect because she stays like... tampines -.- omg. too lazy to go over

and ive finished my er zuo ju zhi wen finally HEE .
but only part one la. still got part two wheeeeeee :D
gonna watch show and do some shopping now . hee hee :D working tomorrow
sighs.

2009-04-24T23:40:00.003+08:00

esther is super super tired today but still, i wanna talk about countless stuffs that happened today .
this week has been hectic, trying to strike a balance between work and school but that will never happen because work> school as always. i hate to compromise that much but yea, lets just hope two weeks later they've new staff to work .
didnt work midnight shift with ly yesterday >< sorry. tired ): next week kay ? i gave schedule to work 12 hrs on thursday :D
this week sucks. i hate lecturers that teach on the first day of school . thanks bestie for ranting with me this morning. u're just full of crap so i can crap along with you LOL> life sucks life sucks life sucks
went for lessons this morning when i bumped into the florist that sells flowers in cs. chat with her until she reached clementi then i hopped on to dover. lesson sucks. first hour was just researching. second hour ms suma just chionged through the whole lecture in 30 minutes. luckily i got used to her slang already. others in the class was like what what what -.- zzz , just like the first time i heard her speak.
met peggy at fc1 then we walked all the way to fc6. hee :D actually i din know how to walk i anyhow bring you go one LOL . fc6 got bazaar as usual. so many ppl see liao also headache. went to eat jap food . stupid peggy still complain say this is the first complete meal she had in sp LOL x3 come come go out with me i make you eat more LOL xD. sit there and chat before heading back for gems lessons while peggy went to find her friends again . i told peggy nvm gems can dont need go one i dont care LOL. but after the first lesson of gems, i wanna go gems everyweek i dont care LOL .
today was the first lesson of gems. stupid sp dont know how to plan timetable. give two gems the same venue and wasted our 15 minutes trying to sort out . sucks. anyway we had this simple quiz and taking of measurements because with those measurements, we will be learning what kind of shirt and skirts to go with. even today then i learnt that if people below 1.6m keeps long hair, it will make them look even shorter -.-

chionged to work because in the morning supervisor smsed me if possible come early. so i tapped card at 3.30 but she count me at 3pm in LOL . nvm not first time x3 didnt have mood to work because i thought of the tons of questions monica lim gave during lecture. i havent even touched it and its due on tuesday morning , when im working all the way until my off on tuesday -.-

& i really think agency sucks. how can anyone survive with just pathetic $350 a month. i dont understand. how can those fillipinos survive in the past until now with just $350 a month. seeing them buy maggie mee everyday just made me feel how cold society can be sometimes. its like agency took away 3/4 of their pay . for what? -.-

sorry bff i think i said something wrong today >< slip of tongue. yea, you know and i know.

starting on new show
er zuo u zhi wen :D heeeeee

2009-04-23T00:12:00.002+08:00

first week of school just sucks totally . the class sucks, the lesson sucks, dopt 01 sucks. why arent i in the same class with kingchi and ameer? whats the damn problem man. loads of complain and stuffs. and kingchi still ask me to request for a change to dopt 05, which i think is very possible if i talk to ms suma, but not monica lim because monica just sucks. first week of school, still cannot get used to ms suma's slang . cant stand it and she still thinks that we dont need lecture notes because they can be read online. and theres no shirlyn this semester . no one to print my lecture notes. sucks ): so many shits. i cant take it anymore arghssssssssssssssssss

not only school is a problem, work is another too. how the fuck do you expect me to reach work at 9am when i end work at 9pm the day before? i take 1hr + to travel to work and blah. fuck. and why the hell do they have to change my schedule because of that fat whore that thinks she's very cute , full timer can choose to work from 1pm-6pm ONLY ? hahaha -.- and my supervisor just say " i know you can, u can one " and edit the thing -_-. no welfare at all. and and and, theres office politics going on and im being squashed in the middle . hate it hate it hate it zzz but still must bear with it due to the bad economy now. insurance is due for payment soon like next month 22nd -_-. no choice. the only thing im looking forward is payday in 6 days now .

meeting peggy tomorrow to pass her some gogurts and ferrero i brought from work today :) and meeting her on friday for lunch again before gems :D wheeeeeeeeeeeee. i said i wanted a get a way so monday i went jb's da ma hua yuan with john, not for crabs cause the other time we had crabs alr, and both of us were lazy to wash our hands this time . photos on his phone, update when i have the time.
gtg :) waking up early tmr.

and bestie, confirm a time next week for lunch before i give my schedule tomorrow :D
love ya :D

2009-04-19T11:13:00.004+08:00

ppl have been asking me, whats gogurt and what's so nice about it ? probably due to my msn nick :/ but yea. gogurts are yogurtwrapped in individual sticks like icepops and so when u swallow it , u send a chill down your throat :D

individual flavours avaliable, the best will be strawberry banana blast and the worst i would say , is cherry because cherry taste like almond -_- . even siow mei also say u open those can cherry u know alr what -_- not nice one zz.

made in other countries ( too lazy to find out where ), this product is not readily avaliable in singapore and is imported by selected cs to cater for ang moh's needs. however, because its retailing at $16.70 per box of eight , only ang mohs will buy and so everytime clearance i will da bao xiao bao go home LOL . very fast finish leh. and yoghurt is good for health . :)

anw thanks bff for these two days . ever since doing midnight shift on thursday and heading to work as early as 12pm the next day, im really really tired and cant concentrate at work. even last saturday, ( which was yesterday ) i had to cover for lu yang because she was sick, she had to go home early. so i ended up working extra three hours yesterday, when i wanted to go home and rest one . when i reached home i jitao charge phone reply message and *bom* sleep -_-. thanks bff because you saw that whenever im tired, u came over to my counter and did packing for me, keep putting ur hands on your lips and ask me to smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D , sort of an encouragement for me. and though the time we have is limited, sometimes when u're on msn im working and sometimes vice versa, though u are going back to phillippines soon, but you will be missed x3

sob. with bff, jose, rodel and chrisma going back to phillippines soon, hafiez quitting, luyang jiejie& jiangwei korkor * ahem* + prepare for final year project, omfg who can i talk to at work now ? :(

[edit]
i used to think cashiering is a backbreaking enough job. this is because esp on saturdas, customers can buy up to 700, 800 and dont feel the pinch. this type of customers, not only one or two. a lot leh. then so heavy pack key pack key zzz . last wednesday i did not have a counter. then faz told me , better dont let boss see we no counter or they make us do face front, which is to push all the items to the front of the shelf.

i thought to myself, hmmmm. okay what. no need to pack, no need to smile . just do it man. cool job.
yesterday i was early for work and so as requested by mandy, i helped her to do the yoghurt and milk.
i was like wtf. the fridge is so cold. staying there for 15 minutes enough for my hands to feel so numb, i couldnt even count my float until 5 mins later....... and those ppl can do it for so many like YEARS -__-
bth bth bth. thats why ppl say, the grass is always greener on the other side ...

but anyway
WELCOME BACK BESTIE TO SINGAPORE. i was shocked when u smsed me ask me when want lunch next week LOL . x3 missed ya . now i can crap with you once again :D HEE ! :D

2009-04-14T10:28:00.002+08:00

i miss my blog shopping :/

and so esther shall go surfing around before she heads to complete her 37 hr week.

and bestie dont ask me to wear makeup to sch and meet you if not i tell the whole world u and sally _____________ LOL

xD

aww man . they arranged schedule for me on fri and sat so i cant go malacca with my dad and aunt . wtffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff ):

nvm i shall just take a cab and go da ma hua yuan for crabs :/ !!!

2009-04-08T23:14:00.002+08:00

PUTANG INA MO :O

sighs

top things that has been happening O_O / happened recently

1. 44 hours of work this week, making me really have no no no no time to even get online, for the past few days when i reached home i got so tired that i fell asleep. today lagi worst -_- i took 156 from clementi interchange and fell asleep. when i woke up i was near national jc and took like 10 bus stop back to my work place -_-
heng nv late

2. I MISS MY BESTIE. coming back soon. though this sem we wont be having our last gems together, but its okay. LOL. monday my gems got bug cannot choose then sms me to go choose gems on tuesday -_- make me have off day on monday for nothing >< . but yea. gems sucks . actually wanted to take nutrition and wellness because sec sch took f&n learn before LOL. but then seats all taken alr . sp fault. so bo pian took ettiquete and prof image.
p/s: im still waiting for my meal :P

3. yoghurt fever is here LOL .
jelita's yoghurt wont get to go into the dustbin LOL. whenever the expiry is near, 1/2 price or what, definetly reserved by the cashier LOL . today after closing we all stayed back for yoghurt :O sorry mummy to make u wait outside for me after work ):

4. makeup O.o
fkfkfk. they say all cashiers must make up with some powder / lipstick -.- waste my money. but yea , today is the first time i wore makeup... to work.

5. shopping
saw reena this morning when i was getting my new bag :D through her i got to find out how's everyone as i dont have the time to catch up one by one :P take cares in whatever ya guys do.

6. holiday :D
WHEEEEEEE . im planning for a getaway next week . just took a form from the travel agency. sucks man . why they dont have trips to malacca but so many to kl ? -_- . really need to go man. school's starting and i havent enjoyed a single bit .

7. timetable
just got my timetable. SWEE one day go sch max 4hours, wednesday no school :D but the sucky thing is that there is some switch of teachers, and i got the sucky ones.

8. its april 8 today LOL .

ok thats lame. but i cant think of so many things now . sleep first. tmr working until 12am with LY :D yes man then we can cab home together LOL . stupid lor. supermarket open until 12am for what. as if got ghost shop at that hour. and some more let all the staff take cab back and claim taxi fare. ima abuse their system LOL

2009-03-30T23:48:00.003+08:00

i dunno want to angry or want to happy with my time table. this week another supervisor did my timetable for me as i was like... anything la. you just do i just take anyway im free -_-

for the first time im working 33hours this week, making only two days off on thursday and sunday but its okay, the more the merrier. i can do long hours

secondly, my manager gave me a lot of morning shift which i dont want ): dont know why for this particular shop, working night shift on weekdays gets u $1 more -_-"
so that means , im doing more for less -_-

and thirdly, 6hours JOB WHY GIVE ME LUNCH BREAK 1HR -_- TO MAKE 7 HR
i rather do 6hr then go home. )@#(_)@(#_)@(#_@(#_@) waste my timeeeeeeeeee. lunch is not paid -_-

sucks ):
i rewarded myself today by getting chocolates for my break time LOL . month end already. reward reward LOL :D

something weird happened today. one guy took an obviously unriped banana and came to my counter to pay. after paying , he peeled one banana and started to eat and his friend was like ewwww. then he told his friend, hwa chong scholar must eat unripe banana then he munched in front of him LOLLLLLLLLLL. i happened to overhear as i was going to collect the baskets after serving him lmao.

and its time to sleep now. working early tmr. sucks, my timetable sucks ! ):

[edit]
YES. WHEE I LOVE YOU HAFIEZ LOL .
hafiez isnt working on sunday as scheduled and so im taking over his hours on sunday :D
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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2009-03-29T21:27:00.003+08:00

gosh im so proud of myself today :D

firstly, i finally remembered to pay for my internet shopping . LOL
its like for the msyrup and pgmall spree, i forgot to made payment because i was so drained after work LOL . then dont care until spree over ........
wheeeeeee . paid for my supersnap spree. will be getting my clothes soon :D

i got this :/

heeeeee :D

secondly, its been ages since i went out with my whole family for dinner. finally mummy had to pop by my work place and to tell me that the whole family's waiting for me in the car today :D
went to havelock street today for soup :D that place serves yummy yummy herbal soup which tastes deliciously refreshing. the boss even gave us free desserts because my mum is their regular :D wooooo. the bill was $92 but nvm once in a blue moon :D

should have told me earlier. i brought a smoked duck home wanting to have it for dinner with them-_-
now wasted have to keep until tuesday because tmr im doing night shift. ):
sob

but im also very disappointed with myself.
i lost my favourite stud today, the one i brought two years ago. my butterfly stud T_T. cost me $40 and one is gone just like that ! ROARRRRRRRRR):
off to emo ]x

2009-03-29T00:05:00.005+08:00

and yea ive been loggin into facebook these past few days suddenly because i dont use it at all except to play games during biostatistics class last semester, as the lesson is going on you could hear sounds of the keyboard from test your speed or whatever from one corner to another corner of the class.

but one thing bestie wrote on my wall, really tells me how easy happiness can just be.

me: stupid bestie in china dont anyhow LOL
sally is when u come back then mind . now in china nvm LOLLLLL

bestie : o.O weirdie bestie ! sally is always on my mind..so it always minds ! wahahaha

simple happiness . even when she doesnt have a webcam, bestie is intending to send her one so that they can communicate while bestie is away. -_- (stop phone sexing LOL )
& sometimes things doesnt happen two ways, and when it dont, just let it be, i guess.

finally had one off day today. but this doesnt seem like a day off to me . mum had to work early in the morning today and so she couldnt go to the supermarket to get some stuffs for the week. i was reluctant at first because everyone isnt free and im the only one, but when she mentioned about the " 100 bucks here keep the change " i was like OK I GO LOL . make my back ache like hell now but thinking of the 30 dollars extra just makes me go woo woo LOL

and today i actually logged into msea forums to p/c some stuffs for friend. didnt help him, but i saw someone else's siggy instead. congrats on your new gf? now stop harassing me as if i owed you my life . -_-

i guess i needa find time to go out sometimes. school's starting soon and i havent brought new clothes for school , just internet shopping during my free time only. too lazy to go out anw.

working tmr. sleeping soon, gonna do some bloghopping :D
and for the first time in two weeks, im going home at 7pm :D
wheeeeeeee shopping time :D

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GRATS BESTIE NEW PLAYBOY SHIRT KENNA STOLEN IN THE HOTEL.
seriously, china is screwed. LOL
like what merlyn said before, their credibility is like having a credit card, already overlimit already " shua bao liao " LOL
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2009-03-28T00:17:00.002+08:00

i was kinda bored and started surfing around facebook when i thought of doing quizzes then bestie wrote on my wall, which reminded me that i still owe u a long long post ( yes, longer than my previous one LOL )

but first to make it longer, let me post my quiz result lOL

Esther took HOW WILL YOU DIE??? quiz and the result is Murder
You will die by being stabbed by someone you thought was your soulmate...turns out not. Your body will be never seen by another living person and your death remains a mystery to police.

hahahhahaha? lame

but anyways,
thank you bestie for always being just an sms or msn away, though i always say this to others, but its most appropriately used here :) though we knew each other from maple via ren and 'altair' when i was inside for just a few days then had to quit for some reasons which i didnt want to, but still you showed me what it means by "it doesnt end just there" and u showered me with cares from a great friend. you know my secrets, okay not all but there are stuffs that only you know LOL <-- eh, on the other hand, i think you dont know which im referring to LOL

yes and all the concern , all the times we started to complain about how life sucks love sucks school sucks shall not be forgotten and i'll spam your msn until u get flooded by me me me me me ! all the best with your sally and dont forget <-- you still owe me a treat for helping you with your valentine's day present heh :D LOL

take care in china and dont anyhow hong girl in china ( sharing room with ren in china is great because he can attract all the girls and you can share LOL )
dont tell him i said this :X LOL catch up with ya when you're back !

lastly, sorry bestie for the times that ive neglected you. i remembered once when u asked me in game if i do hate you because i sound like i was irritated with you. sorry for just focusing on training then, neglected you and didnt spend much time in game with you. however you were still here for me all these while x3

was looking through all my screenshots, looking at those memories i had with many different groups of people then i started to giggle at them, but memories shall be just memories after all, this is the only one that is real to me, for now :)

besties forever :D

okay i think this is my longest post so far :D

got very emo after work today because i got my section leader into trouble two times today. firstly, we were not supposed to lend supervisor's card for the discount but since i was making bulk purchases and everyone's doing it , i borrowed from my supervisor to get stuffs during my break. however after my break, i didnt see that two big bosses was behind me when i was returning the card. i said thank you so loudly and lucky one of my colleague was there to grab the card. hope they wont suspect anything . i just ran back to my counter.......

secondly, i got so blur today, i didnt even do my audit before i clicked on summary and so i couldnt do the audit after that, which will result in my section leader having to be scolded, or even demerit points for promotion
SOB):

guess i will just emo and die in my sleep. not feeling happy at all though i got my first pay today ):

off to emo and die ]x

2009-03-24T00:40:00.003+08:00

YES MAN SO FINALLY AFTER 20 DAYS OF WORK,
my supervisor finally agreed to let me try the evening shift , which pays $1 more an hour

and 5 more days to payday :D
WHEE

just finished chatting with huiqi, got me thinking a lot a lot a lot, so much that i cant sleep. im starting to think about the days when i first left bukit view and step into singapore poly, poly life, those days with so much determination, so much will to go on, so much so that when i failed the first test i tore away the test paper and broke down in class,

i really regretted to have promoted to sec3express from sec2 normal acad, in that way, i will still be in contact with vainpokers clan or what . but as i think back, i really regret to have regretted then, so much so that i neglected my own sec3 classmates, recesses i would go with my sec2 friends then . i was so disappointed that while we were so close then, after i left sch we didnt contact except on birthdays as they were all busy for their o's, and now im like a seat-filler, they only ask me out like taking taxi, 4 people more wu hua. disappointed.

when i first started, my first friend was shirlyn, slowly with merlyn and cp and with the rest of the class, though we were all from different cliques. yea enjoyed the accompany of these 3 girls but soon i started to change in terms of my attitude for the worse, started to get addicted to games and people from the game which brought me no good end because its proven that their life will still go on their way, and soon after many conflicts started esp with the bimbo wannabe <-- learn from merlyn and then i really realise, even though im slower when catching lecture notes, even though im always running away from lectures, even though everyone has their moodswings on and off, but the people who really stood by me, was huiqi and reena even though we dont go out, only hang out in school. yea

and starting to reflect about myself, i really think ima hypocrite. my mum had to tell john last time over the phone ( which i overheard ) that when i have my troubles outside, i wouldnt bring them home. instead i would vent my fustrations outside, complaining to others ( and sometimes even get backstabbed ) , resulting in myself getting more hated by others. i dont know. sometimes the way i release stress is just damn wrong. and sometimes even when im unhappy, when i login to maple or msn, i will pretend to be a smiley. yea, this point, jerry pointed it out to me during the starting of the year, when i just cut my hair and got ridicule by some bunch of people . i confess, i mind, i really mind a lot a lot about what they say, but i still told you " LOL i happy can alr " and made you think im some egoist or something, but actually i couldnt sleep for two days.

so yea, even though i cant join DOPT01 in third year next year because i havent passed some modules, even though on the surface it seems that my poly life is screwed, even though friends that were so close are like strangers to me now, i have grown up and mature from everything.

when i first knew i had to repeat a 6credit module, my world somehow crashed on me. i felt as though the world was shutting down, there wasnt any hope for me anymore. but then huiqi wrote me a card, which i still keep it until now, it really melted my heart. just simple words of encouragement but it certainly went a long way, to keep me hanging in the course. & so Huiqi u can do it too :) dont fret even though u didnt managed to clear the papers. because there is a bigger plan, for us.

long long long words of confessions i long wanted to say.

and so work is all ive been busy with now. colleagues are just so great and helpful people, so different from tcc. lols

working tmr :) sleeping time now :D
poooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooof

2009-03-18T08:39:00.000+08:00

what a way to change the mood early in the morning.

look what i got while i was youtube hopping LOL
this is dang funny ' THE INTERNET IS FOR PORN '
rofl

20 mins more . justin said ichat had the results out alr last night, but i forgot the pw.
trust trust trust _)$(_#($)(#$_)#($)_(#$_(

update later :P

2009-03-18T00:47:00.002+08:00

results will be out tmr

oh Lord teach me not to worry for tomorrow, because today has enough problems on its own, and tmr has its own problems ( even i know i made a 30 mark careless mistake in patho paper )

but still
i dont know what the future holds

just gonna catch my sleep.
tmr's my off day :D:D time to get new shoes , thats if im in the mood.

not to worry, off to bed
fingers crossed, or not ?

2009-03-14T21:32:00.004+08:00

finally after two weeks of work ( or rather 1 week and 5 days since i started work ) i finally have my own counter :D:D

being a packer, learning how to operate the machines just sucks. get to do the same thingy over and over again
.............................

finally my manager opened her counter for me to use today, and from monday onwards i can open on my own. rather freaky, and why for goodness sake must they put a trainee to start using the counter on a saturday? so that though the stress on the busiest day then the new worker can get used very quickly issit -_-

i got scolded three times today, cant blame. thats a rich man area. everyone is so pickym the store doesnt have enough small bags, everytime there is new addition for fruits and vegetables then must remember a new 6 digit code -_-
grrrrrrrrrrr

time passes so fast when im scanning and packing at the same time . for the past 2 weeks, the moment i get to work , i count down for the time to go for my break and time to go home. but today, i didnt even go for my break LOL. and poof
430 time to go home :D

but i didnt just stop there. if u open counter, u have to close the counter by counting the nets receipt, counting the float and sales money. omg my maths rawks LOL i didnt lose any money today D:

wasted one hour and a half, and 3 pieces of settlement paper cause i had to rewrite it over and over again LOL . ok la for a first timer, my manager said her first timer record took the longest of 4 hours and 6 pieces of paper. so im not like the worst LOL

on my way home saw shirlyn and halim in clementi mrt. aww both of them soooo sweet =x shant elaborate on personal matters LOL

one day off tmr.
and my back hurts.
time to go restttttttttt :)
pooooooooooooof !

and wheeeeeeee im so happy now :D
just found a webby currently doing maplesyrup sprees :D:D
though i didnt expect to find anything nice there, anyway merlyn also say, their stuffs always is edit from the current one into new ones so see here see there all same same. BUT heh i found two pairs so far :D

looks a bit fragile though, like it will break into 2 easily esp the clover part on top :/ gonna see more before i extort my mum LOL
byeeeeeeeees :)

2009-03-11T22:43:00.002+08:00

well i guess my blog has been so dead after i got a job

anyway work was fun, scanning items and typing numbers LOL
u know why cold storage pays more than other supermarkets?
BECAUSE ALL THE FRUITS AND VEGETABLES CANNOT BE SCANNED <-- u have to remember the 6 digit codes for all the different types of fruits and vegetables LOL

and thats making my brain explode -_-

my misunderstanding with my supervisor was cleared up also.
he likes to pick on me , never remind me for my breaks and always give me that black face which makes me just feel like slapping him . until the other day when i got the chance to work with him then it started to got better
oh well

this week im having three days off. finally after 2 weeks of work.

speaking of off, i really need a break.
my arm is aching like hell, all thanks to the auntie in me -_-
ok i have to admit that ima obasaan LOL

as im still a trainee cashier, i dont have my own counter yet ( not until this saturday ) , my supervisor asked me to go tear the expired coupons ( at least 9 boxes -_-) and so we went to the backstore to do it. suddenly i heard lelong lelong LOL i thought what happen so i just continued to do my work .

one deliveryman came and ask me , xiao mei <--- ( wtf) never go buy chocolate? wine chocolate $1 per box i was like wtf and ended up buying many boxes home. now my hands ache like hell and with all those paper cuts on me zzzzzzz . now i have something to munch on while using the computer :D
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

now my back hurts :/ gonna rest now :D countdown 20 days to payday . so near yet so farrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr T_T
i want to faster clear my debts LOL

2009-03-02T13:39:00.004+08:00

yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
finally got a job :D

last saturday my family celebrated mum's bday .
early in the morning went down to waterloo street to collect my cake
i just love the carrot cake there <3

at first couldnt find the place, but since waterloo street is only, like , one passage way, i went to every building and search :D

carrot cake :D
sry i dont have the pictures because its on my sis cam :/ and im too lazy to get :D

http://roomfordessert.com.sg/
:D

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when i reached home, my mum's friend delivered a chocolate banana cake to her from secret recipe -_- shouldnt have bought cake . LOL

but anyway
happy birthday mummmmmmmy :D

starting work tmr as a cashier. gonna prepare my white polo tee and black skirt readyyy
esther's so happpppppy today
though the pay is average
like
$5.50-$6.50 range
but its still okay !! no one to irritate esther now :D
eg. the fking gary ask me to go be pros
bully ):

and my old manager b*tch choo ying smc <--- who says i cant get a job elsewhere? thanks for making my life difficult.

LOL

thanks peggyyy for supporting me , introducing me webbies of job agencies, telling me ntuc is hiring though they dont want me :/ ♥♥♥

and u look so cute with that hat in the shop u're working at .

but then again, in the place im working, there seems like there's no place to eat -_-

ESTHER RAWKS OKAY :D
p.s. the venue shall be kept as a secret to prevent stalkers LOL

and thanks pestie for lending me ur maplesea account though im not the only one who has it. time to stalk people LOL . take cares 7 weeks in china. i will miss you loaddddds. thanks for always standing by me :D ♥

2009-02-27T10:56:00.000+08:00

im soooooo tired
nothing much up to my life recently. just busy job hunting and stuffs
exams ended last friday alr :D woo though i must say i was really careless with the 2x15 mark question

sighs
ive filled up more than 15 forms of application.
why no calls ?!
)@(#)_(#@#

2009-02-17T12:11:00.002+08:00

is this what ppl call " once every month"?
getting emotional again

anw
goodbye DOPT01, starting new and alone next year after this week

yesterday went back to school, spent 2 hours to complete be a pro assignment finally. LOL

two more papers to go. esther jiayou !
sort of decided what kind of job i want to get already,
all thanks to sissayyyy christinalina LOL
lalallala

i guess thats about it,

the fullstop will never be round , cause we will never say goodbye
or maybe when everyone gets busy they will forget about my existence
isnt that the way it happened in maple too? lol.

friends forever is nothing but a lie.

2009-02-15T21:27:00.003+08:00

and what a nice note to end valentine's week :D

recently i read an article from the straits times

Studies show that a large part of the frontal cortex located at the forehead - associated with judgment and planning - is deactivated when one is in love.

Studies show that a large part of the frontal cortex located at the forehead - associated with judgment and planning - is deactivated when one is in love.

Blame it partly on a drop in the brain chemical called serotonin, which keeps a person calm, said Professor Donatella Marazziti of Italy's Pisa University, in a 1999 study.

Serotonin, which controls mood, emotions, sleep and appetite, is produced in the central nervous system and intestinal tract.

Being in love is stressful too. Prof Marazziti found in later studies that both men and women in love have considerably higher levels of the stress hormone cortisol, which is produced by the adrenal glands located just above the kidneys.

And if cortisol is not enough to keep the blood pressure high, another stress hormone, norepinephrine, is released, which increases heartbeat and the feeling of excitement.

Testosterone levels vary in men and women who are in love too. Men were found to have lower levels of the male sex hormone testosterone, which makes them less aggressive, while women had higher levels of testosterone, which increases sexual drive.

However, the real stuff of love - the bonding, trust and attachment - comes from a chemical in the brain called oxytocin, otherwise known as the 'love hormone', said Dr Ngui.

This is induced by touching and hugging, and is produced mainly in the brain's hypothalamus. Oxytocin is then distributed to other parts of the brain and spinal cord.

Some scientists opine that romantic love is not an emotion, but a reward system.

American biological anthropologist Helen Fisher, an expert on the science of human attraction, found that when a person is in love, the ventral tegmental area (VTA) located in the middle of the brain - where the the reward system is located - becomes very active.

The VTA is where the brain chemical called dopamine is released, inducing feelings of pleasure, want, craving and motivation when a person is in love.

'When in a good mood, couples can communicate better, increasing their chance of resolving issues,' she said.

:/
so in conclusion love makes ur mood better but it makes u more stupid !!
LOl

sounds like bestie
a few days ago bestie aka pestie was asking me about how to prepare a valentine's present for his love.
so being a girl, i said what i wanna receive the most :D
i told him to send paper roses with scent bag (because paper roses has no smell )

and that stupid pestie a few days later still havent send out the parcel until one day before valentine's day
LOL
still paid for express postage @)_(#$_#() u should have sent earlier !

in the end,
the girl said the flowers were great, the smell was lovely :D

so bestie u owe me a treat !

test test test,
finally after 20th this week i will have two months holiday :D
JOB HUNTING HERE I COME ! <3

Ba ni bao zai huai li
Holding you in my embrace

Wo men mei you yien yu
We don’t talk

Gan jue li bie liang ge xing zai yi qi
Feel the two hearts that are together before being apart

Wo men bao zai huai li
Embracing each other

Wo men bu xiang yien yu
We don’t want to talk

Jin tian yi hou liu xia hui yi
The memories that we leave today

Wo men ke yi wen xin
We can relive it

Wo ai ni, bu yien yu
I love you, without words

Zhe yi ge tien zai ku qi
This sky is crying

2009-02-10T10:39:00.003+08:00

finally after 5hrs more today i can get a breather for 2 days before the next test

last week was horrid.
everyday was packed with test, presentations, pbl , revision, headaches
driving me crazy.
starting from monday, had gems tes.t

actually i din know i had gems test until the night before i saw justin msn me asking tmr is the test har ? then i go ask clement LOL

so anyway. i think i can scrape through with no probs. anyway its just gems. finally got our frames per second done. cool name for our project :D

the most horrifying thing was on thursday.
ive never had three straight test in my whole life okay.
and i fucking got all my facts mixed up.

pathology slide test, written test and clinical optometry practical test.
grrrrrrrrr
think im gonna do badly this semester again

did i mention how crazy clinical optometry was?
even the test had to be on a saturday. go back to school just for his test which i screwed up on it anyway.

yesterday had biostatistics.
i didnt even touch statsgraphics except for one question
i just dont know what im doing anymore _)$(_@#(_)(@#)@(#_@#

hope later i wun screw up my binocular vision prac test -_-"

i need a breather
i want to go out

last sunday they visited shana who was hospitalised because her ribcage could not support her lungs. from a 4 hr to a 12 hr operation
i want to go visit too but with my schedule....................
i want to go for dcg
i want to work
i want my life back in place
i want i want i want

& they say stress is builtup, probably because i keep everything to myself

true true .....

2009-02-02T23:39:00.002+08:00

recently ive been mentally crazy.
i mean it

my memory is failing me, i cant even do simple maths quickly as during sec 4 days now ( as proven quite a number of times ) . certain things or theories my friends around me need to repeat 3-4 times until they get fustrated and i still dont get it ( as during clin opt prac)

just had a quarrel with my mum like two days ago because of something she said. when she came home i slammed the door at her. she came in with a cane , wanted to whack me but i took it and whack her instead. lucky my dad was there to stop me if not i dont know what will happen.

i started hitting everyone in the room until i finally calmed down

fell asleep in my room till the next day.

seriously, theres something wrong with me

WHATS HAPPENING TO ME ?

2009-01-30T09:02:00.004+08:00

chinese new year sucks
every year its the same old boring 2 days of holidays -.-

and the food is making me fat fat fat

this year went to my uncle hse on new year eve for steamboat. first year since my auntie died one month ago. indeed the table has become smaller, from a fully occupied table of 15 to only 9 of us.

even my uncle had to illtreat my auntie and dont let her come back -_-"
fk man. what is this world coming to

and im freaking lousy.
just two cups of wine and boom 1hr later at my uncle's sofa
woke at 1am to find out that my mum has gone home alr ! f5
and my wallet is in her car lei

my cousin was still playing his xbox zzz -_-

next day called my mum spam her phone as early as 5am dont care must come and drive me back LOL
hey hey hey shhhh

went out, cabbed to eunos to go aunty's hse alone ><
on the way my relatives keep fan-ing me to faster faster they want eat liao.l
then the cab uncle dam hilarious

he say
u tell them
do u want me to fly a helicopter down so that i can reach there like 10mins? but u must pray first that it dont crash la LOL.
-.-

stayed at auntie's hse until 5pm then slowly cab back to uncle's hse for dinner.

yea. i guess thats about it :/

school sucks with so many tests around the corner
feburary 20 faster come pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

and ps.
that fucker john keep asking me to play private and so i go play one day
LOL so addictive )(&*@#$()*)(#@*)#@
dont tempt me further pl0x

2009-01-25T02:27:00.002+08:00

OMG I LOVE YA - kellyn elaine janice jiasheng matt and zhun hong
i was bloghopping around when i decided to look at the class blog to choose the design for our classtee only to find out how cool it was
and i seriously love the text behind. how i wish i could buy all #1 to #3 !

for those who wanna see the link is http://theopt01.wordpress.com/2009/01/23/finally-its-here/#comment-56

sneak preview

heh :D
wanted to choose number 3 but when i was trying to post got error. then on second thoughts take one better
.
so ordered #1 :D

okayyyyyyyyyyy shall update about my shopping trip
went holiday plaza with my sis to walk. nothing much around there. the only clothes i managed to catch my eye was at the third floor, i guess i'll wear it on the 4th day of cny cause going to my auntie's hse .
bought a new bag and a new bag chain too because my bag open mouth already (spoil liao LOL ) .
bought a new necklace too.
and the taxi fare is like machiam paying adult fare bus in sg.
total spent $7 for 2 people on cab fare only :D
heh

okay shall stop my auntie talk :/

went to collect the stuffs for cny last night . whole day was helping my mum to get everything ready, prepared everything. then my mum said i bought too little food so went downstairs to get some stuffs and prepare food :/
also bought a 24 carton can drink
omg im so filial this year :D

hees xD

2009-01-23T08:26:00.002+08:00

hahahahahhhahahahha
i just checked the exam timetable

holiday officially starts on the 27th BUT
i only have two papers for final exam this year
so my holiday will start on the 20th, earlier than many people else LOL
xD

swee
job hunting soooooooooooooon :D

and now in bio stats class.
the people --> all playing facebook
grrr make me tempted to make one account and play too
LOL
last wednesday shirl merl cp and i gathered around janice com to play the spot the difference together. made bio stats class so high -_-"

okay. shall go surfing now
shopppingggggggg later xD

2009-01-22T23:20:00.004+08:00

shall blog since its rotting
firstly i would like to say
my daddy is brave. he just finished his cataract surgery today :D

i mean, cataract surgery is nothing to be afraid of.
with what ms ng says, book a 30 min theatre, can even go for 15 min early lunch ...
but with all the videos and incision that she told us about
such a big probe entering into the eye.
scary okay ( though not as bad as scleral buckling )

and now he's complaining of eye pain because the local anathesia has finished ....

get well soon daddy :D

BUT
what i cant stand is,
those aunties that come and nag non stop, make a big fuss, a mountain out a molehill
its not when during chinese new year we wont get to meet
why not let daddy have a good rest?
and its not as if he just came back from some alaska or what.

&i dont know. i have this feelings that
whenever i get close to a group of friends, i tend to draw away from the other group. i cannot relate whatever they are talking about, and their time, schedule, even plans afterwards seems so different from me, we aint talking as much, more like hi and bye friends now.

why is everything so hard to juggle, so hard to do everything in moderation?

friends forever, dont tell me its just a lie. even if it is, i guess im too naive to believe in it.

anyway,
today went school for ms ng lessons 8-10am, after wards i left to help mum get this induction cooker from carrefour for chinese new year because the previous pot had already spoilt. woooooo though its not of very good quality, $49 for an induction is "tan-tio"

brought some ingredients for extra dishes for dinner. after that had lunch and headed home to put the cooker before going back to school.

went back school for another 2hr lessons.
but was dead beat so i didnt really catch what the lecturer was saying :/

went home after that to check on my dad only to found out my mum cooked dinner alr .
use com and watch tv a whileee and now im blogging

guess thats all about it :D

im getting addicted to this songggggggggggg
my phone always gets out of battery because i keep repeating it everyday when im at home .....

Taylor Swift - Love Story
We were both young, when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts-
I'm standing there, on a balcony in summer air.

I see the lights; see the party, the ball gowns.
I see you make your way through the crowd-
You say hello, little did I know...

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles-
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet"-
And I was crying on the staircase-
begging you please don't go...
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet, because we're dead if they knew-
So close your eyes... escape this town for a little while.
Oh, Oh.

Cause you were Romeo - I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet" -
but you were everything to me-
I was begging you, please don't go-
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes-

Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.
Oh, Oh.

I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading-
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said...

Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting, for you but you never come.
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think-
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said...

Marry me Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad -- go pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby just say... yes.
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh.

We were both young when I first saw you.

and the hello kitty mp3 i wanna get is out of stock alr !!

so cute right?

nvm.
going with my sis tmr to get the yellow dress i was fascinating about the last few days . my sis rawks LOL xD

nightsss all :D

'cause boy, dont ya know? some words are meant to be unsaid.

*hints*: someone still owe me a day to singapore post center waffle factory after 2 weeks. *ahem *

-poooooooooooooooof-

2009-01-17T23:59:00.002+08:00

stupid bestieeeee keep saying my post long very lazy to read
but what to do i one time blog is blog 3-4 days one
f7

wednesday
supposed to meet the girls for the be a pro thing but when i was halfway on my way to school they say cancelled.
so wanted to headed to the library instead but halfway i felt unwell so went home and sleep. poned biostats :/
sleep until 2pm woke up and whoa 2pm liao
siao liao.
meeting bestie at 3pm for the be a pro thingy.
chionged out of the house :/ when i reach the mrt bestie said his lesson end liao -_-"

nothing much with bestie's eye BUT please stop mapling ur eye has increased its power by 50 degrees ( in profesional term 0.5D ) :/ siao bestie. he very ke lian everytime he meet me he got a new name LOL

after that went tccgreatworld to collect my final pay plus return the uniform.
reached there collect pay liao then dunno where to go.
so asked kong lee xiang<-- to come out pei me talk :D
heh :D
talked until 830 when he knock off then go home .
said a lot of stuffs with him
heh and he's the only one there that knew about my problems all along
like a big brother to me x3
gonna miss himmmmm loads :D

the most meaningful thing he said, is:
when u think u're facing stress, always remember stress is created by your own self :D

heh :D

thursday
lessons 8-10am. after that went malaysia with (a) during the five hour break to get my shoe.
woo
because it was early in the morning, the checkpoint was like so empty :D
went there and came back also no jam no queue wooo :D
been there so often that i already know wheres the shop that sells the type of shoe i need -_-
tried on three pairs before getting one at 20sgd :D
wooooooooooooo

saw a bag i want , but not enough money cause mum asked me to get a shirt for my sis. but when i reached home with my sis my sis said she got the same shirt.
so find time to go in again maybe next week just to change the shirt for her :/
lame shyt
!!

i also saw a pair of purple slippers with a star shaped design on top :D
so many things to buy urgh !

went for lunch at shi-lin because we wanted to try the non-boneless chicken chop
after that bought doriyaki for my classmates before heading back to sg.

stupid shyt wait so long for the bus arbo i can take bus to school one :/ so lazy to walk. because i was kinda late alr so alighted and took train to dover while (a) went amk to meet his mum

went home after another 2 hr of lesson

and thats about it . shall blog fri and sun with sun because of my three days work till sunday ' dont want to bore bestie out :/

tatas :D

its a love story baby just say yes
and its time to cherish the people that have been beside me all along.
x3

2009-01-13T22:09:00.004+08:00

i feel bad being a good person
my friend needed to buy stuffs on paypal and we both didnt know is usd.
so i offered to help him pay while he passed me the money.
however since we didnt know,
he passed me sgd.

when i asked him back for the $25 more , he didnt reply me for days.

and because of it ,
omg something very embarassing happened.

went school today, did be a pro and stuffs. booked lab with shirlyn and merlyn to do our be a pro tomorrow morning before biostats. after which we continued our be a pro. before that i went lunch with merlyn shirlyn choypeng reena huiqi and evan at foodcourt 3. new jap food stall gonna try one day :D
at first before lessons in the morning i brought a $2 meal because i wanted to drink milo :/
then the burger i left it inside my bag for dinner. F7
ate the tomyam noodles with merlyn

merlyn did my eyes for be a pro and she nearly cried.
sry cant blame me for my " tian sheng " small pupil
f7

after prac went out with shirlyn merlyn and choypeng to bugis
at first i still gong gong whats happening
but ______________________________________________-
okay certain things not convenient to put on blog
walls have ears
LOl

walked bugis until around 5( i think ) just when i was staring at a pair of hellokitty shoes which cost only 40 bucks ( i so want it can! )
i received a call that my job application went through :D

so called (a) to meet him at causeway to buy a black shoe ( sry merlyn and choypeng ): didnt meant to pang seh )
went home, heat up my burger then bathed and changed and went out again.
met (a) at causeway point.
was late.
didnt manage to buy tio my shoes
but just now at OG i did saw one pair
maybe tmr after i go tcc to collect my last pay then can buy at the same time .
hahahahha :D

and that something embarassing is,
(a) help me messaged that guy to return me urgently. so (a) told him that my bank is overdraft alr but because my phone is touch screen, accidentally press tio jiasheng's number and send
omg.
e-m-b-a-r-a-s-s-i-n-ggggggggggg
sry jiasheng ); although u dont have my blog url LOL

okay going to sleep now
i'll be a pro tmr F7

last but not least : i wanna emphasize this is gonna be the so last time. im not gonna pay for anyone first be it just a simple small meal or borrowing money . fck.
i hate being taken advantage of .
feel so cheated.
urgh

no 付出, no 出卖 de feeling
zzz

2009-01-12T09:34:00.008+08:00

heh been very lazy to update blog =x
so now updated since some of my group members have gone for their lab test. :D

hmmmmmmmmmm

viewed through my sharing folders to find the photos from merlyn's cam :D
LOL
thanks babe

last tuesday went school for lessons from 8-10am then went home (i think ) cant remember ( heyhey last tuesday okay )
after that went back to school for prac.
after prac took jiasheng's sports car
at first dont wanna ma fan him but since merlyn said
yi sheng you ji ci ke yi zuo sports car
LOl
it means
in one life got how many chance to sit sports car -_-"
so went ahead LOL
true what !
not that we're materialistic or what.
hees
:D

so took photos with the car and inside the car, let see who were there
hmm
merlyn shirlyn jordan jiasheng (of course) and me :D

at first when he started the car he moved forward nearly hit the front LOL
then slowly reverse back then quite steady already
okay enough of nonsense let the photos do the talking

jordon :D

us :D
we were all in our long pants and shoes because of prac
urgh

okay times up.
going home now after a 2 hr lesson . update the rest of the pic later :D

... continued
ps now blogging at malaysia's kbox also known as neway
singing karaokeee :D
hahaha
so cool
and its only like 16++ ringgit per pax
cheappppppp

and the facilities is like the same with kbox.
but of course that time went with mavis marcus and john very shy
LOLOL

today just the two of us.
shant disclose whose the other person
lets just call him person a
hahahhaha =x

The guys:D

Jiasheng :D

The girls :D

See Merlyn only took herself ):
Hmmph LOL

And so shirlyn and Merlyn alighted at yewtee because shirlyn’s hse is at yewtee while Merlyn wanted to try some food her fishcake recommended . alighted with Jordon at cck while he went to meet premmillionaire LOL

Went home and slack ( because I forgot what I did. So must be slack)

Wednesday
Woke up for school late ! when I woke up it was alr 10
LOL
So went school .
Guess what?
When I went lesson only just began at 10.30, ended at 11.15
45mins lesson F7
And some more is do tutorial lei
Lame
I ownself also can print out the complete answer set LOL
Went for lunch with huiqi choypeng reena shirlyn Merlyn :D
6 of us
Choypeng and reena went to get seats first.
Went to the business block foodcourt and the table there can only fit four.
So shirlyn and I sat at another table.
Were gossiping all along about ___________________
Shhh secret
LOL
Heyheyhey we are girls okay

As I was telling shirlyn ,
Life like this is just cool.
I don’t have to bother who I have lunch with,
I don’t have to rush to meet bf
I don’t have to stress myself like a rubberband,
And I don’t have to please anyone

Yea.
After that they went for gems while I went home , I think . forgot what I did too LOL
Oh ya I think I helped mum rum some errands for Chinese new year
What a filial daughter she has LOL

Thursday
Went school for lessons 8-12.
Had prac from 10-12 .
On my way home was busy smsing a lot of ppl because of the be a pro thingy.
Lame shyt.
Have to finish from 20 subjects to 15 subjects.
5 subjects lesser but
Job scope aint any lesser.
Ran around like some mad dog to t112 to book the lab but it was occupied as DOPT04 was having practical.
Ran all the way back to t6 because lesson starts at 3.
After lessons ran all the way back to w125 to book the optometry center old wing.
But wasn’t sure if it is w115 a not.
Saw junyi so asked him
But he also not sure
So heck it and went home.
Reached home at around 7.
Watch tv until 10 =x

Friday
School-8am
1 ½ hr of biostats lesson. After that waited for huiqi to finish her quiz. went for another 2 hr of lesson before meeting jorghi and kingchi for be a pro thingy.
im glad to say my refraction finally has no problem
he was like the first guy i refract properly
LOL
but after that when king chi went for his gems i totally died at slit lamp. forgot the techniques.
then his opthalmoscopy results also weird weird one. so i asked him to go home and meet again when king chi is there.
met marilyn to complete the whole be a pro thingy.
okay i finished her okay.
finished 1/15.
will die de lei

went home at around 4 when i book lab until 2 only
lucky no one came and spot check if not sure tio demerit point.
lols

i guess thats about it cause saturday and sunday slacked at home.
okay my voice is hoarse now.
have been singing for 4 hrs straight.
really can die
zzz

im long over you, dont you know ?

& merlyn is right, saggittarius can forgive easily, but once the limit is crossed, hatred is overwhelmed.
and thats what is happening now.

3pm : gone :D

2009-01-07T22:42:00.002+08:00

havent had mood to blog in the past few days =x
but din want my blog just to die an unrightful death so shall blog about what i did these past few days.

saturday
morning woke and onlined as usual trying to find a pair of earrings online but cant find the spree as its not on going =/ end liao.
so find ppl to disiao on msn.
showed mavis some super dam funny pictures ( i just flipped through my photobucket and i saw it thats why i remembered showing u LOL )
so dam funny the pictures.........

3pm met justin at plaza sing.
at first i thought i will be late because i left my house at 2 plus festive season sure a lot ppl
how i know i reach there at 2.45 earlier than him he 3.15 then reach.
make me stand there like one idiot !!!

reached le then went rocky master's for lunch .
love the pizzzzzzzas :D
chatted for around 2hr+ there then left.
went buangkok for a while before heading to auntie's stall for dinner
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm x3
sat there until around 10 then took 61 home
very far the journey 1hr+ to bukit timah then alighted and switched to 67 home.
reached home at around 12.30
slept and woke up the next day

sunday

went church with family.
had breakfast at a hawker nearby.
after church my younger sister and i tricked my mum to jurong point :D
hee hee
had this fish soup again
but this time not as nice. a bit bland
i dont know lei . i go eat so many times sometimes just nice simetimes too bland
my mum say maybe different shift different cook
........

but anyway
after lunch took money from mum then pulled my sister to the accessories shop merlynnnnnnnnn brought me to the other time.
got myself the hairband , not the giraffe one. i got the star one, my sis got the giraffe one.
on second thoughts the giraffe one didnt look good on me so didnt buy =x
some other day shall go back and buy the pony one :D

headed home with mum then napped until dinner time woke up online and went back to sleep after that :D

monday
gems 2hrs nia
but i still went okay
reached school at 8.30 am , which means im late for 30 minutes f3
let her nag for 30 minutes like that then we broke up into our indiviual groupings for the project
haha
and thanks to my recommendation,
we will be selling spectacles for our customer service gems
LOL
and and and
that thing is so funny
someone there had a template of last batch's work and so we just need to change a little here a little there and we can pass it up LOL
but of course im gonna dig out my opthalmic optics stuffs to add on the info la
LOL
wait till im free
lazy leiii

went vivo for lunch then walk around the area
saw another hairband i like
then headed home
:D

okay i guess thats about it
shall update tuesday's one with wednesday (:

2009-01-02T14:19:00.002+08:00

do notice that your words dont carry any weight at all now.
please be more self noticing
grow up kid, u aint affecting me in any way

yawns.
and im soooo tired after a long short day of "i-dont-understand-anything" lecture

sleep first blog later :D (:

2009-01-01T23:26:00.005+08:00

/& its my perogative

changed my blogskin because apparently there was some problems with the last one.
thanks damien for nudging me when i need someone just to say
i'll be your friend for all time
i dont know what else i can do ):

& im sorry i never meant to flare up
im just sick and tired of everything,
do u even want to know ?

alrights now. everything's back to normal
time for bed and be in tip top condition for school...

and some words are better left unsaid,
unless u really do care for me ,
impossible though

I've never been the one to raise my hand,
That was not me
and now that's who I am,
Because of you I am standing tall,
My heart is full of endless gratitude,
You were the one the one to guide me through,
Now I can see and I believe It's only just beginning,
*Chorus*
This IS what we dream about,
But the only question with me now,
Is do I make you proud,
Stronger than I've ever been now,
Never been afraid of standing out,
Do I make you proud,
I guess I've learned,
to question is to grow,
That you still have faith,
is all I need to know,
I've learned to love,
my self in spite of me,
And I've learned to walk,
the road that I believe,
This what we dream about,
But the only question with me now,
Is do I make you proud,
Stronger than I've ever been now,
Never been afraid of standing out,
Do i make you proud,
Everybody needs to rise up,
Everybody needs to be loved, to be loved,

This what we dream about,
But the only question with me now,
Is do I make you proud,
This what we dream about,
But the only question with me now,
Is do I make you proud,
Stronger than I've ever been now,
Never been afraid of standing out,
But do I make you proud,(2x)

This what we dream about,
But the only question with me now,
Is do I make you,
Do I make you proud.

=/

2009-01-01T18:39:00.005+08:00

wednesday

went school for lessons as early as eight am ):

actually supposed to start at 10 one but then got make up lesson as thursday is a public holiday.

can imagine more make ups are going to come again becuase of chinese new year.

got 2 heartbreaks early in the morning .

first thing is that my patho test got a 23/50 then found a mark to make it 24/50 <-- 1 more mark to pass can and most ppl got around 50%++
so considered i did okay
but i still want the one mark @)(#)_@(#_)(@#)@#
lucky patho test 10% only =x
after that went for biostatistics.

lost my esp password so i was running around like some idiot to the library and to the lab again.
first time i changed alr i forgot what i put then must go reset again LOL
accidentally did merlyn's survey ): sorry f4

got back biostats test which i thought i would fail but got a borderline pass surprisingly for biostats a lot of ppl did very well haha. like 80 or 90 ? booooooooooooooo headed towards home . onlined a while then sleep till 4+ 5 liddat got awaken by some phone call f4 i was dreaming of eating xxxxL icecream somewhere in a snow igloo LOL i think northpole?

rofl at first jocelyn ask me go clubbing but siao $56 bucks cause new year eve and im broke so din go and catch up with the girls ): arghs i miss them f4

then was supposed to go malaysia
but my mum later say jam jam jam nvm dun go ...?

online a while then marcus asked me to ask john out then head down to vivo to find them went IMM for dinner first
then head down to find them at vivo
omg the escalator also need queue one.
first time i see liddat LOL

went near food republic and called marcus to come pick up because we dunno where were they.
so thank you marcus for walking a 10 minutes among the crowd :D walked back with marcus.
saw mavis, shirley, leslie, ying, xiang and the rest not worth mentioning :D
chatted for a while until the rest left, leaving mavis shirley leslie john marcus and me then we were feeling thirsty and bored so went to buy drinks.
walked around a lot of places closed alr. dont know where to go so we sat somewhere at level one while the guys went to get some drinks.
shirl mavis and i went to get two cakes for six person to share.
heard from the guys, 7-11 queue like 4d LOL . so they went cinema to buy instead.

sat there and zi lian a little bit, chat a bit and eat the cakes.

( photos koped from mavis blog ) and mavis, im gonna kill u LOL

act yi ge camera shyyyyyy LOL i took this photo one

impromtu marcus and mavis !

now for the real one :D

shirleyyy

<-- leslie john marcus -->

<-- shirley me mavis -->

we sat there very very long okay.
trying to find people to take photo of us
siao one
this too fat, that too ugly, this one too busy, that one .....
ask police officer he say he on duty cannot
LOL

lame
finally we got our picsss :D

went up to countdown finally
10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1
then see fireworks
like wow ?
then go home alr
take train home
sleepppppppppppppppp

thats all
happy 2009 :D

say what u want.
my conscience is clear.

2008-12-30T22:44:00.003+08:00

i just had a wonderful time with my classmates today.

thanks for this love-filled day wahahha

woke up late for school today.

chiong and rushed out of the house for class

reached there my mind was blank but nvm, just take notes LOL

was chewing on my chewing gum the whole lesson trying to make sense of what i was doing

grrrr nothing goes right on a tuesday morning LOL ( actually thats' supposed to be monday's line but nvm use for tuesday LOL )

after lesson passed merlyn and shirlyn the necklace i brought for them from malacca. after that walked with them to spoc to book their BE A PRO lab thingy LOL which i dont give a damn about doing .

but T112 was closed.

so we went imm to eat coffee club. merlyn wanted to go jurong point but huiqi wanted to go imm so we went there by train haha ( actually wanted to take bus one )

ate caborana at coffee club. not bad but will be better if they had changed their bacon to ham or something. i feel as though i was biting onto fats

and i tried to dig out as much bacon as i could :/

went with merlyn shirlyn huiqi reena and evan. took some pics on merlyn's camera waiting her to senddd me . haha

after that pei the girls go walk walk while the rest went back to school

went to deposit money and buy bubble tea. when i came back ,

merlyn : nah, egg tarts for u here u go LOL

me : buys 2 back for her

merlyn: not fair *rush and buy one more *

.........................................

LOL

went fish and co because shirlyn wanted to dapao food for halim. should have eaten there. more appetising than coffee club =x

headed home and changed into my shoes for practical with merlyn then met shirlyn at jurong east mrt before heading towards dover for singapore poly

prac was alright but i need to practice on ocular motility . my hand not stable enough LOL

after school followed shirlyn to return a book for matthew then meet janice and the rest outside the optometry center. shirlyn zi lian with the green van which jiasheng said was chrisng's car

which makes me wanna repeat this : merlyn photos please :D

took janice van with kellyn&friend,elaine, jiasheng matthew shirlyn merlyn, ms ng and janice of course

had lots of fun and talking inside the van

arghs whats the problem with my hair . even ms ng is asking me why i cut so short ):

not my fault okay. i hate the hairdresser !

alighted at jurong point then went around walking with merlyn.

went into minibits and saw this hairband i want

and the best thing of all, its on 40% off :D

merlyn got her checkered hairband too.

went around walking then saw this stall ( dunno wads the name, in front of ntuc ) then saw a lot of hairbands and necklaces i want, and 20% last until tmr ! but no money so shant think abt it :/ another dayyyyyyyyy . saw some dopt05 guys too haha.

around 8plus we got a little hungry so went to the food court and eat .

3rd time : pics please LOL

after that got our bubble tea and slowly headed home

and when i reached cck interchange, i realised i left my hairband in the bus !!!

arghs @I*(@#()@#(*@()#

go emo one corner first ):

tatasssss

2008-12-29T13:50:00.002+08:00

on sat i went out with some of our church friends to the psa club at harbourfront :D
reason : because chang zhi hui pang seh me LOL
i wanted to go alexis jieeeeee's rainie 's birthday partyyyyy but since she nv go i also nv go
idiot want stay at home and play audi F7

took some pics but with my younger sis
so shall blog about it when i have the chancec to kope her camera f3
actually i also got one camera but video cam lai de. but lazy bring out so use hers . heh :D

sunday : laze around at home for the whole day msning with people. LOL
aloy "darling" dont sad la LOL hahahahhahahahahaaaa

had turkey for dinner woooo :D 2 more turkey to settle f7
slept at around 12 then woke up at 6.30 miraculously without my mum calling me ...
went school for 2 hours then suddenly have this urge to go malaysia ( because sch 2 hrs nia ! )
so rushed home and take my passport before making my way there

in short, im in malaysia now

and theres no point accessing my gems assignment now LOL
because the assignment i thought was to be handed up after the term break but NO
it should be before mid semester test week before the holiday
rofl
30% flyyyyyy

my gems teacher a bit siao
everytime role play
tsk tsk

the next assignment i wun forget alr cause im with faezah they all.
will do work one LOL

and i swear i'll be good this sem :/

gonna chiong my report now :D
tatas :)

i will step out of your world, never to enter again , forever

2008-12-27T11:12:00.002+08:00

arghs i forgot that i have changed my sp student portal password !
the most important thing is that i forgot the new password
wtf

i cant access my gems assignment now

gosh
im gonna be soooo dead ):

last night webcamed with a little girl ( okay shant say if not that person gonna get angry ) LOL
until 2plus i got a bit tired then went to sleep
ps lah sch starting alr =x i dont want my body alarm to spoil :D

guess i'll go laze around then. i cant do anything now ):

cant you see im trying to tell myself everything's gonna be okay

2008-12-26T21:13:00.006+08:00

back from malacca :D
really phew that i managed to post my post ytd LOL
cause at 3am it suddenly started pouring .
then i heard from mike : once it rains, THE INTERNET CFM DC
LOL
which is true okay
ytd damien's internet light was flickering like nobody's business when it started to rain.
zzz
then he told me to save it in a notepad file first
then suddenly the internet okay
suddenly the internet ....
when okay i faster publish LOL

okay last night i mentioned the place we had dinner, the comedian's name is kenny and the place is kapitan's house . when u guys go to malacca u guys must come often okay.
as he said its those tiny tiny drops that makes an ocean, so big or small groups also nvm.
and he dont only sell food, he sell love to his customers. what his customers dunno how to eat he wouldnt even want to sell to us .
really had a great time ytd .
as damien's dad said,
malacca people is well known for their hospitality.
which is quite true.

oh ya. this song now on my blog is one of the five guy's favourite. when ever this song gets played on the radio they get high -.-
and since i just came back shall leave this song on my blog for a few days .
its paper planes by mia :)
damien promised to take me jamming the next time i go up
hey i'll hold u to it okay
but its better to go on fri,sat,sun
cause its when their night life is opened.

after i publish we continued talking
until they all bathed finissh, until around 3.30 then we all sleep
the room dam cold LOL i cover two layers of blanket, the next morning i woke up at 8am because my nose was giving me problem F7

give my mum kpkb _(@)#()_@(#)_(@#)_@(#
so rushed down to meet her outside the hotel from damien's hse
the rest still sleeping like a pig

at first he said wanted to bring us for malacca's famous char siew rice.
but then i dont want
fattening okay
LOL
lucky when we reach nv open
so we went for dimsum instead.
dam cheap can
i went clementi there eat, one serving is alr $2
we ate 12 servings , thats sgd 24 bucks alr
LOL
but total we ate at malacca, 12 servings plus one serving of carrot cake <-- dam nice $30 ringgit LOL 4 person lei after that he drove us around to see the streets. we went back to portuguese settlement when i asked a really stupid question LOL why is it called portuguese settlement ? i thought its because war then many people settle there and blah blah .. but no. he just said. cause they choose to live there LOL theres a lisbon hotel there, damien said because sporting lisbon is the capital of portugal so they named it lisbon hotel. around there a lot of nice place to eat. got seafood damien said his dad wanted to bring us there. but too crowded ): nvm next time LOL during the night time its the lighting they decorated that caught my eyes. but in the day time can really see the designs, santa, flowers and everything. prettyyyyyyyyy they said on christmas day we're allowed to go into their gate to take photos with their house too bad i din bring my cameraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ): my mum wanted to find this nonya bachang that her friends were asking but when we reached there it wasnt opened yet so we headed back to the hotel. went the shopping mall nearby to walk walk brought somethings for ............................................ shant say nw :) went hotel to checkout. saw a necklace i really really like but too expensive $150 ringgit ): argh so nv get the checkout queue was too long finally checkout then went to find the nonya bachang stall again. but cannot find . so we went in rounds and rounds. finally stop our car somewhere then tio fine 30 ringgit LOL we went back to the nonya restaurant to eat no customer service waited 30 mins for the food LOL but very nice :D my mum also siao one. she ordered 40 bachang. then they said i sell u all we have. no more LOL walked back to the car then sleep all the way tired lei ): reached jb and had bak kut teh at the nearby market that we often frequent . but not nice one ): kl still better LOL i wanna go klang ): arghsss CHANG ZHI HUI SO TMR WAD TIME ? LOL btw here are the photos i took at merlyn's hse
the bed i slept on for the night

M is for messy
M is for merlyn
MM is for messy merlyn
LOL

her comics

she said theres still more ...

okay till then :D

2008-12-26T02:44:00.002+08:00

currently blogging at damien's house in malacca :)
last night went merlyn's hse to stay overnight because i was feeling very bored.
talk talk talk until come my hse lor --> steady !

reached petir lrt just nice at 11.15 ( i said 11.15 latest LOL so im not late =x)
stupid merlyn wanted to scare me but nv scare tio :D

went to eat supper around her estate while she complained and rant about her cousins to me. while we ate she told me about her primary school _______ stuffs LOL

wanted to go to the nearby pasar malam to get her cha ye dan but closed alr LOL

and btw
can anyone tell me the difference between teh bing, teh o bing and teh ci bing ? ...

went to her hse watch her use com. after that watch some taiwan show halfway i went to b ed .
her bed very comfy okay. plus very cold . first time no fan no air con can sleep like pig liddat
9am then wake up LOL

when i woke that merlyn havent even sleep dao
power
....

watch her talk to judy while i go take photos arnd her hse LOL
soon after her dad came home with lunch for us :/

called my mum and she said we are going to malacca :D
LOL song :)
asked her to pick me up at bukit panjang let her kpkb )_#($_)#($_)#($#_)($#_($
but still she did LOL
shi shang zhi you mama hao

reached there at around 5. then we dont know where to go.
so i told her i'll be asking my friend over to bring us around
so here comes damieny :D

met damien at the hotel lobby once we reached.
apparently he went jamming nearby and so he reached earlier than us LOL
but after that he left to settle some stuffs for dinner first before bringing us for dinner.

stayed at hotel equatorial
seriously the view there is not bad
theres also a 'singapore flyer' in malacca. its called malacca flyer LOL
but pics on my dad's phone. f3

went to the nearby shopping mall to have donuts because we were all famished.
went carrefour to walk walk and get some stuffs
LOL i koped almost 20 bucks of maggie mee rofl.

can prepare for war already LOL

after that went back to the hotel to put our stuffs. went back to the lobby to meet damein.
at first i thought just his parents and him only, nvm la
LOL
but he brought along 4 other friends which im glad he did LOL
cant stop laughing bth bth bth LOL

went to this baba nyoya restaurant to have our dinner. apparently it was opened by some ex mediacorp comedian in some perenakan show in the early 1990s.
his family was very hospitable, keep asking us to eat.

we ate a lot of stuffs okay.
got fish veg soup chicken a lot a lot a lot la LOL
after eating we just joked around. then the comedian aka boss came to talk around with us. said a lot of stuffs which i felt was quite true, though we hear it often but ya. ...
providing personal services
shant elaborate.
in short we had fun LOL

tried this femented rice with icecream thingy but i didnt like it cause im not an alcoholic person. LOL i hate wine =x
but its nice lah.
:D

after that didnt want to go back to the hotel.
so asked my parents to go back first
and then went out with the guys to play pool
freaking scary okay that place
the alley no lights one
and i got a lousy visual purple which makes me unable to see well in the dark .....
LOL
but i still survived
joked and crapped around there for 2 hours.
after that head to damien's hse

damien and his mum like friend like that
LOl they all so gum
snatch one bottle of wine ._.

OMG DAM FUNNY CAN
two big guys afraid of cockroach
LOL
cause there was a cockroach in the car.
then they 2 jitao run until dunno where
laugh until peng LOL

went to the nearby portuguese settlement for a walk
quite surprised to see houses decorated with lights until so extravagant .
LOL
normally during christmas its only orchard that is so pretty LOL
:D

slacked around then went back to his hse and watch damien's sister play pirate. until now LOL 307am dunno what to do.
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LOL no pics for this part because guys dont take pics LOL

2008-12-25T00:00:00.006+08:00

nobody knows how i feel :)

merry christmas .

:D
so meaningful at times like these .

good nights all :)
tmr is a brand new day xD

k la chang zhi hui aiai
love u la k ? :)
merry christmas :D

okay this is an automated post, auto published 12am :D
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tatas !

2008-12-24T15:47:00.003+08:00

omg shirlyn u're so right :D

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this morning login aloy aka barbiedog came talk to me
but his first sentence was "fk u" LOL because i fk him on the phone the other day
call and say u sucks then kup so funny

suddenly he started telling me about daniel powter.
not bad seh i thought he only know maple
his face also write <-- wo shi no life mapler
LOL
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was feeling very very bored after that so watched tv together with my sister. halfway my sister asked me , eh so how what u making for christmas

i din know what to answer so i just say dono lei

then she suggested baking LOL

so off i went to the supermarket downstairs to get the chocolate and stuffs
halfway saw kim meng still working on christmas eve ):
killed sometime until 3pm then my sister went out and left the rest of the stuff to me
-.-
so yea its all mine for christmas x3

gotta go and complete the top icing :D
tata :D

and im so sad ):
supposed to go damien's hse in malacca for one day tmr
but cant get the coach tickets
argh _)@(#)_(#@)(#@_()#)@(#@)(#)@(#_@

nvm my mum brought back 4 turkeys (yes 4 LOL she said buy 2 gey 2 free) and logcakes plus honey baked ham
omg grow fat grow fat grow fat !

2008-12-23T12:08:00.001+08:00

this is gonna be a long long post with plenty of pictures so cross fingers blogger dont lag on me )(#)_@(#_)@(#)_@(#)(@#_

last wednesday i had a really great time with the girls :D

supposed to meet them at 2pm when i realised i will be late as i had just received my new phone and was playing around with it until i forgot the time. immediately messaged merlyn to let her know that i will be late

reached at 2.30, merlyn reached at 3. gave her her present and pulled her to hong kong kim gary for lunch .
haha :D

table 45 :D

merlyn's strawberry and aloe vera

and her baked rice :O

mine !

when we were halfway through our food the lovebirds came and <--- so sweet in front of us ! LOL nvm i got merlyn merlyn got me x3

on our way to sentosa's monorail :D

we made halim take a picture of our back view

he said he felt like a pervert taking pic of girls back rofl

so shirl arent u happy u have such a great bf ? :D

our islander pass courtesy of halim

while waiting for the monorail

inside the monorail

LOL we saw this fish and we pretended to act like it x.x

took the sentosa skyride together LOL

was scared the first time but second time okay liao :O

merlyn and i

halim and shirlyn

the view from the top

we then walked up to the merlion area.
on our way up we took even more photos LOL
saw yingxuan maxine and keatling there :D

this place looks even better when its lit up at night

hmmph

LOL

us !

cold

we spotted this merlion so we went inside after paying the entrance fee.

we were given this coin for a mystery gift

merlyn the merlion LOL

taking photos with our coin

heres the part which idk wanna post a not cause a lot of zi lian pics LOL

trying to make it for the timer camera x.x

the merlion that we had to insert our coin into x.x

we three girls got a while halim got c.
end up we got a sentosa fan while halim got a metal coaster which cost $8.90 if i rmb

head or mouth?

mouthhhh

again!!

waiting for the monorail on our way back

merry christmas :D

we then headed down to try this fish and chip which halim's friend recommended.
shared some sides as well
haha
thanks daddy and mummy :D <-- LOL

i headed home while they headed for movie because i was working the next day
sry didnt pei ya guys watch twlight x.x

last but not least, i love my girls :D
okay im done (: 2.26pm LOL

2008-12-23T09:13:00.000+08:00

currently trying to think about what to blog because my photobucket is lagging for 428 pics ( thanks shirl for sending me :D )

just came back from malaysia yesterday and i am so disappointed with my hair :/
oh well ):

i told the auntie i want slightly BELOW my shoulder but she cut above zzzzz
i told her i wanted to do some curling but she cut sooooo short there wasnt any room for curling ):

ended up after cutting i had to walk the whole shopping mall trying to find a suitable clip to go along with my hair
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo !

and i think, the hong kong kim gary in malaysia has more choices ( which reminds me, i forgot to bring my malaysia kim gary card )_@(#_)@(#@)(#_)@(#)@(# ) even for baked rice there is white sauce , red sauce or double cheese. sg onli got white and red. lols x.x

last but not least,
i love malaysia shoppinggggggggggg
gonna sneak there on my own sometimes LOL, even though the new causeway requires me to walk a lot a lot a lot, but its still safer cause it leads u all the way to city square :D
shoppppppppinggggggggggggggggg ^_^

and u know what? my mum is powerrrrr
i just came back, she said : i noe u went jb to cut hair LOL I SAW U THERE <--
LOL

okay shall head to the poly clinic to collect my report while photobucket is busy uploading :D
update abt sentosa later :)

2008-12-22T01:16:00.000+08:00

okay new blogggg since the old one was dead alr .

recently many things happened which caused me to break down at work and quit. but for better or for worst its also good as school is starting. thank you tcc-greatworld for being a part of me the past 4 months .

single now, jobless. all i want for christmas is to be mummy's girl once again.

mummy i know ive been bad, ive made you worry most of the time, but no matter what you will still be my mummy (:

went church today, then came home and sleep.
life without work may be boring but no fret, christmas is coming.
shall start baking cookies and preparing christmas presents for churchmates with my sis

but first i think i will head off to bed :/
my last week of holiday begins now now now now now !